Siti Nurhaliza

Love is… (Siti & Datuk K)

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At last, Siti has announced that she will be married to Datuk Khalid Jiwa (Datuk K) in August. The devastating news was announced in Zon on the Park in KL yesterday noon. I have been supporting her since the past 10 years and now, she’ll be ‘given’ away to someone who is older… much older!
 
I feel so sad and hurt. All I can do now is just to wish her all the best in life and may happiness be with her forever. I will still support her art…
Music

James Blunt : Goodbye My Lover

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I like this song very much and the singer as well. He’s James Blunt, popular with the song "You’re Beautiful". He has expressive voice. Enjoy the lyrics.

 

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.

My Personal

Why can life be like this?

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I’m wondering why my life is so sickening? My work is so "demanding" as in my boss wants us to give everything (time, effort, passion, desire & etc) to the company without getting anything back as a token of appreciation. I feel so restless and tired of doing meaningless job… This road is so hard to go through (WITHOUT hard cash $$$)