Category: My Personal

To me, money is the most important substance of life. With money, one can have a very wonderful life. One can get whatever he/she likes. One can provide a great life for his/her family. Without it, one can suffer like hell. That is why people kill themselves! Pressure. Stress. How to cope with all this?!

In this era, there is no way one can live without money. Even a plate of economic rice is not that economical nowadays! There are a lot of things in life which are unexpected. With all these unexpected situations coming up, one might not have the ability to cope with what’s happening out of a sudden… financially. Even if one has already prepared himself/herself, the unexpected will always come out of a sudden.

I hate being trapped in this kind of situation. It is too hard to accept. It is too hard to strengthen my financial status now. How can I build up my financial status now? I have friends involving themselves in direct selling, multi-level marketing, insurance and investment. These are the few choices out of so many choices in the world to build up a basic financial foundation. For me, I have yet to get involved in one. I have been trying to getting involved in multi-level marketing but it is not as easy as they claimed. It will always come back to direct selling even if we knew it is not as similar as it seemed to be. But I doubt it.

What will I be in one year time? In five years time? In three years time? I am really in a very hard situation. I have a family, a future wife and myself to choose. Which one is my priority? I felt like bursting out sometimes. I don’t know how to cope with this stress now.

I’m wondering why my life is so sickening? My work is so "demanding" as in my boss wants us to give everything (time, effort, passion, desire & etc) to the company without getting anything back as a token of appreciation. I feel so restless and tired of doing meaningless job… This road is so hard to go through (WITHOUT hard cash $$$)

I hate 060506!!! It’s a day which cause me to lose RM300!!! I’ve always been a good driver on the road but on this day, there’s this f*#king driver bang his car to the front of my 1.5 Wira. So ache…!!!

 

The story goes like this : I was driving in the whole morning and I could feel something bad will happen on that particular day but don’t know when will happen. And at this very moment, I was driving, wanting to go for lunch, on this "go stright or turn right" lane. And were stopped at the junction by the red traffic light. So, I stopped. When the light turned green, I drove straight, wanting to go to the other end of the road, suddenly I could feel a strong knock (bang) on the left side of my front-end of my car. I looked left and I saw another car (WAJA). THe first thing that came to my head was, "Oh no!!! My car!!!"

 

Both drivers parked aside to argue about whose fault was it. I came out of my car and I saw the front left side of my car got smashed and the light was broken. The other smaller light was left hanging. My heart ached… My car!!!

 

Argue argue argue… Suddenly a woman from the opponent side came to the arguement and yelled loudly at me… I got angry and I shouted at her : "YOU ARE SO RUDE! YOU ARE SOOO LOUD!!! I DON’T WANA TALK TO YOU!!!" The opponent calmed her down and asked her to get back in the car. I felt so angry and yet funny because the b**ch got scolded by me. Haha!!! He came back and signaled me with his left eyes to ignore his woman. Haha! Another funny point to remember.

 

Well, at the end of the arguement, I got tired and we both agreed to settle it personally, without going to the police station. I’m tired of shouting and arguing about who’s wrong and who’s not. So, I drove back without having my lunch.

 

I went home and called a taxi driver to ask about anyone who he knows who can help me to fix the car. he suggested someone near to where I stay. And I drove there straight to have my car fixed… The whole left side front part got changed and the light too! RM140 gone!

 

Spray paint another day – another RM140!!! Sob sob!

I have bought a second-hand car during the period when ALL the new cars got discounts!!! What a fool! (At least, that’s what some people said. What to do?! No $$$ )

 

Anyhow, it’s a good  4 years-old Proton Wira 1.5 (auto). Metalic green. Well, the main attraction of this car is the interest rate I got from the dealer. It’s just a mere 3.5% instead of 4.85% which is the newest rate for this type of car. The dealer was introduced to me by my 2nd uncle.

 

For the time-being, I can drive a better car and I think it’s the least I can do to provide to myself, my gf and my family. Hopeful to slowly upgrade our way of life…

 

P/S: Those who see me on the road, PLEASE don’t kiss my ass!!!  And to those TOTO/Magnum/Damacai lovers, my lucky number is 6631. Hehe!