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.. :: My Uni Life – Part 1 :: ..

Have been thinking back my life in Uni. Well, it’s been a hectic and busy Uni life back then. I started to join extra curricular activities since Sem 1. Actually, before I join UUM, I had made a promise to myself. I wanted to become well-known in UUM. I came out with this idea because I was offered this Uni although I didn’t apply it. I know my STPM results were bad. So, I entered this Uni although it was a very sudden decision. Furthermore I was not into multimedia at that time.

 

Ok, back to my Uni life, my first project was being a team leader in a project called R2K in A****C. I was offered this position by my room mate who was at that time a senior. He wanted to resign from the project so that he could focus on his other activities. I was shocked. I couldn’t believe it. Why did he choose me? Maybe it’s because I was the best ‘victim’ for him at that time. But anyway, I thought about it for a few days, and I was like… this is the best chance for me to explore the new environment. So, finally I agreed and attended my first meeting of the project. I got to know a few new friends. But the best and closest of all was Felicia. She’s a great and out-going person. She came to me and helped me a lot. Giving me support and listened to my problems. Soon, I got bored of this project because it was not moving fast. Everything seemed slow but the due date was coming nearer and nearer! I just got impatient and I released myself from this project but not totally. Well, at least I helped the group of people in the project to book a bus!

 

At this point of time, I could see that these people are different. They work as a team and cooperated well… but not among all! It’s just between the few of them. It’s not teamwork and it’s a total disaster. But I kept quiet. I know this is not for me. I have a lot of friends who joined this society and always asking me to join their meetings and such… I was like… “NO THANKS!”

 

Well, in my second sem, I saw a poster asking for students who are interested to be an ad-hoc for Siti Nurhaliza’s concert in UUM. I was like… Wow! Siti’s coming! I just went for the interview and got to be one of them. It was a bit weird because I was the only non-Malay member. But I didn’t mind. I went for the meetings and activities. BUT the worst part was that their meetings will always start half to one hour later than the mentioned time. It’s strange but normal here, I guess. It’s not really fun for the pre-production of this concert. But the best part was that I got to be the documentation ad-hoc who can take photographs of Siti during her concert. I just sat myself behind the VC’s sofa and snap photos of Siti. That was the best experience in this project, got to see Siti close. But of course I was not really keen to the rest of the project. In this project, I got to learn about time management and respecting other people no matter how small their roles are.

 

In my third sem, it started slow. I became an OC for NLDS of A****C again. The project was a grand event, but I was the only male OC then. The rest were girls. I became the logistics and F&B manager. It was fun working with the girls this time. They were all cooperative and in this project, I got to know Eng Fong who is a very kind girl and we became close friends. The problems that arose were no water supply, bad division of food and fast month for the Muslims. The rest was ok. This was the last project I got attached with A****C.

 

Besides being the OC, I joined AJKS who helped the freshies who came to UUM during their orientation week. The juniors always think that I am the bad guy while my other friend, Chee Seng is the good one. I’ve got used to this situation and didn’t mind it. I know they were wrong and I know who I am. So, I didn’t care about what others are saying. They get to know me better sooner or later. It was the greatest experience and I got to know my best pals here! Sarah, Niza, Saiful, Kalai and the rest of the gang. After AJKS, I was as busy as an ant! I’ve always got attached to activities held by the residential college committees (JPPK).

 

In my fourth sem, I got chosen to become one of the JPPK and became rather famous in the college. People know me as I got more exposure around the area and I’ve always liked the feeling. The best part of being JPPK was that the vice-principal called me personally to ask me to join the committee. It was a compliment I guess. In JPPK, I was involved in a lot of extra activities which brought me to another level of maturity and thinking. I found my own self and I know I’ve grown throughout.

 

In my fifth sem, I became an AJKS again for the second time and now even more people got to know me. But I slowed down a bit because I didn’t want to get involved in these kind of activities anymore because I know I have achieve what I was looking for since my first day in UUM. As a good memory and remembrance, I took a photo for a billboard of my college and my face will be there forever (at least for a few years). I am very proud of that.

 

My sixth sem was really a total freedom for myself. I enjoyed it and had my own sweet time for the whole sem! It was great. I have learnt a lot from UUM and YAB. I now know it was not a mistake to enter UUM. The nest step will be entering the working world. It will be a total chance in life. I hope I can survive out there. I know I will.

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The moral of the story…

After reading the article, The Darkest Hour, I feel it has a very strong impact on myself. I’ve learn a special thing to myself. I like the story very much because it gives me a positive message. Well, in the story we can see that both of the actors are very much in love. They are preparing to get married. BUT, the problem arise when the marriage hasnt even started! What are the problems which occurred? They are the relatives of Lisa, and also the unwillingness of the guy for enjoying the real purpose of marrige. Everyone knows that in marriage, the most important aspect should LOVE! In the story, the problem covered their love and hate blurred both of their views. Until Lisa fainted and got in to the hospital. This event suddenly cleared everything and the guy realized that he should not be so stubborn. He should have enjoy the moments of their marriage and let not anyone be sad or pressured. NOW, sit back and think… what if Lisa were ur beloved gf? What if she didn’t faint BUT died instead? What will happen if u lose her in that moment of time? I’m sure u will be very regretful! Cherish ur loved ones and do not let them suffer the negative impact alone… Take good care of her and share the burden. if u r ready to share her burden, she will do the same too! Mein, u r the love of my life. Do not let go of our love easily. Promise?
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The Darkest Hour…

Ever tried staying up the whole night? You would find that the hour just before dawn is when you have to fight the hardest to stay awake.

"Forget it! No matter how many times we’ve talked about his, it still comes back to square one! How come you just don’t understand??!!" Lina’s voice thundered through the phone as the line went dead.

Another big fight. Sighing, Eric removed his hands-free kit and gritted his teeth in frustration.

Did he make a big mistake in proposing marriage? They had been so happy during the past four years of dating. he adored her and knew that she felt the same way about him. Yet, things haven’t been the same lately. The fights have increased and all he feels is anger, not love.

Ever since she said ‘yes’ to him and announced the news to her family, she has turned into a tyrannical dame who wanted her way in everything. The first fight they had was in deciding the date if the wedding. Although they both had agreed to have in deciding the date of the wedding. Although they both had agreed to have it six month later, her parents wanted to bring the date forward after seeking a feng-shui master.

He never knew she was superstitiuos. In fact, he was suddenly finding out more and more things about her which he was not sure he liked. For instance, he never knew she had such a close realtionship with her relatives.

As fas he was concerned, they were abunch of interesting souls who were making life more difficult for him. All he wanted was to have a simple garden reception but they insisted on a grand do as Lina was the eldest daughter in her family.

So now he was caught up in a whirlwind of preparations- making restaurant bookings, arranging dates for photography sessions, fittings with the bridal shop, sending invitations and buying new furniture. None of which was his idea, he fumed inside.

Lina was beginning to turn into a pain, with her domineering so much of his time. One day it would be to shop for bridal accessories, another day it would be to the florist. It would have been quite fun if she was not so cranky and irritable; kicking up a fuss when he was late and picking fights with him on small matters like who to invite for the dinner.

If this was the real her, then I must be crazy to marry into a life of misery, he mulled.

His phone rang again, snapping him out of his reverie. It was Lina’s sister, Linda. "Eric, could you come over quickly? Lina fainted at the bridal shop! We’re now at the hospital…" He swung his car around to the hospital Linda mentioned as beads of sweat broke out on his forehead.

At the hospital, he had to wait for a full hour before Lina was wheeled to the ward. Seeing his future wife so frail and unconscious was like having a knife stabbed into his heart. What was wrong with her? She seemed fine when they last argued on the phone. Did he say something that hurt her so badly?

 He took her hand and held it to his cheek. She had soft beautiful hands that were a stark contrast from his coarse dark ones. As he stroked her hair and forehead, he remembered the first time he set his eyes on her.

It was at a friend’s wedding and she had been the bridesmaid. He remembered wishing he was the bestman then, as she looked radiant in the simple white gown she wore. It was her laughter, confident and clear, that captivated him and he wished now to hear her laugh once more.

 Lina stirred as she regained consciousness. Giving a wan smile, she whispered softly, "I dreamt of you didn’t turn up during the wedding."

"Silly girl! Why would I do that?" Eric said tenderly.

"Are you sure you want to marry me, Eric? We seem to disagree on so many things…" he put a finger lightly in her lips as he suddenly realized that the prospect of marriage had probably pressured her more than he knew.

Guiltily he wiped away the tears that were starting to roll down her cheeks.

"We’ll work things out, darling. Just don’t worry too much, OK? The doctor said it was just stress. I am just as stressed by everything… but I promise everything will be fine when all of it is over," he said as he held her hand tightly in reaffirmation of his love.

 

(Courtesy of UrbanHealth July 2005 vol.7)
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Energetic Day!

I feel extremely different today. I’ve been to a seminar in Genting organised by U-Net International for the past two days. After that, my brain has never stopped. been thinking about my family, work and future. It’s totally different now. I dunno what are difference but I could sense something different in my mind. I’ve to pass up an advertisement poster tomoro but I havent even started doing it today, but I don’t feel a thing. I know I’ll do it later. But where to get the ideas all that is not felt. What I’m thinking of now is my praktikum, my future work, Mein and our future. I’m rather slow to catch up something which needs my full commitment actually. I need some time to arrange my work and plan my future properly.
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@%#^$& Format computer?!

I’ve been busy trying to finish my project in the lab this morning. Til just now I’ve finish almost everything, then a guy from this technical department came and said that he wanted to format the computer I’m using. So, I zip the file and save it into my pendrive. Guess what?! I zip the wrong file and saved it into the pendrive. I thought I’m already safe coz all my work in the drive. SUDDENLY when I check the drive in Mr Liew’s pc, I noticed that I’ve saved the worng file… OH NO!!! My work from the morning til noon is all gone… GONE LIKE THE WIND… I don’t feel angry or scared. Coz not much work I’ve done just now. I can redo it again later. But the problem is I dun remember how much work I have in the pendrive. I duno how latest are the work I have in my pendrive. All the pc now do not have Flash MX now. No one has the installer and I’m hanged  here… So I online.. and blog…
 
I feel so stupid and useless. I dun have a proper Flash installer coz I have pirated software and now, I duno how to continue my work… USELESS>>> STUPID>>> BODOH>>> BANGANG>>>  
 
So next time when u r doing comuter work/ project, save them in a few computers as backup… another moral of the story is.. DUN FORMAT COMPUTER DURING WORK TIME!!!